Not feeling so good been taking meds and felt good now just the last few days i feel so sad im getting worried
Being able to tell in advance you're sad is a good thing.
I'm going to mention something that goes with the stuff others have mentioned above and it might seem silly but.....
Reading. Read everything you can, be it about your depression, about a certain topic you find interesting , whatever. I made a decision at 1 point to get into better shape and started first by reading up on the subject. What I found was reading about it helped keep my mind occupied and as I read different tips and tricks to get into shape with my very limited budget, I found I was gaining self confidence through the trial and errors of the attempts to do this, cook that, etc. The physical benefits of the workouts plus the physical benefits of the new way of cooking along with reading every chance I got created a new me, both inside and out. I couldn't afford a gym so I started using every day objects to work out with and walked walked walked and talked to myself as I walked sometimes seeming like a mad man in my heated conversation with myself. I got a cheap bicycle and read everything I could on riding, working on the bike itself and soon it turned out I was helping others with their bicycles, their riding, etc which built self confidence to know I have value and eventually turned into not needing to help others to know I matter to this universe. Folks used to laugh at my crazy recipes but at the same time wondered why I had so much energy now and was, as one co-worker put it, "looking like a mf Ken doll" physically. It was my own personal workout program and my own personal cooking regimen along with all the knowledge I was gaining that sort of snow balled on itself and I went from totally lost to being happily content with life.
I was also new to this thing called Faith and so that added confusion to the mix until I just decided to be me and let Him work that part out. After that decision my reading on the subject grew exponentially along with how much I was changing on the inside without realizing it until 1 day I woke up and life was great for the first time ever.
I still get in funks from time to time, especially when sick or just prior but I have learned emotions are merely chemical stimuli that can be managed via decision making. When down I just remind myself "this too shall pass", when way up I remind myself "this too shall pass" and do my best to just enjoy the moments life gives me each day.
I hope that helps and keep up the good fight. You're in a safe place by venting and sharing here.
Oh I forgot, this was also in combination with professional counseling.
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